Being a Syracuse fan right now is SO HARD but…… WE DID IT!
March is so so close. 26-1. I really hope I’m taking a road trip to New Orleans w/the girls for the Final Four.
12/1/11 - Just cleaned this tiny studio of mine. Hands & knees. Windex. Duster. Vacuum. Good music. Turban towel for wet hair and nightgown on. This city offers so much so it’s hard to hang in, but I need to remember I NEED these nights too.
Flying, driving, training. I always get those butterflies when I come home to the greatest city in the world.
I think the reason why twentysomethings are so fixated on age is because we feel a pressure to be a certain way at 23, at 25, at 29. There are all of these invisible deadlines with our careers and with love and drinking and drugs. I can’t do coke at 25. I need to be in a LTR at 27. I can’t vomit from drinking at 26. I just can’t! We feel so much guilt for essentially acting our age and making mistakes. We’re obsessed with this idea of being domesticated and having our shit together. It’s kind of sad actually because I don’t think we ever fully get a chance to enjoy our youth. We’re so concerned about doing things “the right way” that we lose any sense of pleasure in doing things the wrong way. Youth may be truly wasted on the young.
You may have many questions, but you need to accept that some will never be answered. Even if you have questions that seem to drive you crazy, you must decide that the answers don’t matter, probably won’t make sense, probably aren’t going to satisfy you, and are not going to…